Wasting a post for this new blog

You simply just can't control how and what you would feel. But you can organize what you are feeling for a certain time to hide them. For example: I can't stop be thankful to this Google Blogger for being created and simply still being continued and living, or dying. as long as it is accessible that's enough! But, I chose not to exaggerate about it and simply move on. Though this is gonna take for a while.

I never simply find it hard to move on or get over things or moments but the difference now is this is not a MOMENT.  It's a situation where everybody experiences and I have expected and wished and hoped and look up to. Yes. I'm still looking up to this. This ain't ever gonna be away unless I'm numb, which is, more on to be 'dead. I don't think writing about a moving on heals, or worse, helps.  helps. helps.